shuffle

I just feel like writing my heart out. I don’t where to start so I put my player on shuffle mode.

Look After You. The Fray. One of those tearjerker songs. The message isn’t really sad but there is something about the rhythm that moves you. Rhythm! Maybe biorhythm can explain why I feel so sad this week. 

Afraid for Love to Fade.  Lea Salonga. Gawd! I wanna be inspired. It has been a long time since I had that swooning, crazy, lovey feeling. Maybe that explains why I’m bored. Day in, day out, I feel like I’m just part of the statistics. 

You and Me.  Life house. Haaay! I’ll stop this. This is the borderline of my being pathetic.

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I wanna be anywhere else but where I am. I need company. Silence company. I just want someone to be there and accompany me as I cry without explanation. 

Last song to ponder on. Next: With a Smile. Eraserheads. Haay! I hope I’ll get by with a smile. I hope although it sounds funny, somebody will say it anyway.  Can you never be really too happy in this life?