what happened to the chase?

September 21, 2009

It’s been a while since I last posted here. I miss blogging. I miss pouring my heart out. I miss talking about my luck in happiness, even talking about the lack of it. I miss chasing sunshine. So what happened? 

Unsurprisingly, my last post was about mafia wars. I told there that this may be another case of my regular short-lived addictions. But apparently, it is not. So I said I need an intervention program! Honestly, it’s no longer my happy pill and I think I’m just updating it for competitiveness sake or probably out of habit.

I was already in bed but Wifi was so active I couldn’t resist oopening Mafia. I’m beginning to wonder if I look like a typical junkie. So I thought of the usual sites I used to visit often. Eureka! BLAG! The Blog! I think I should write more often to bring me back the delight of pouring my heart out through words. I miss sharing. Lately, most of the sharings I have with friends are on Mafia or Junathan (which is Mafia mode one way or another). Gawd! they say it takes 21 days to chance a habit. I hope numerology goddess helps me because I’ll start my intervention program on the 21st.. today! : )

Two and a half months. What has happened?

*I’m done with my 2-subject term under Ilano and Yu. Most of my classmates are on their last term but after this term, I have two more. I’m happy that their close to the finish line. Wish I would graduate on time but then again, I have no regrets on the choices I’ve made about the Project Pagong.

*I went to Bali with Bestem Mae and Partner Alexie, 2 of my best friends from HS. It was a totally hilarious and spontaneous trip. Jegag! At first I wan’t too sure if I should join since, work was crazy, budget of course was (and will always be..hehe) an issue, Icy couldn’t join. In the last minute, I also had another booking bloopers. But the trip turned out oh soooo well. Whoever said Brigetines don’t know how to partaaay, may either be:  well, may have not known us yet, doesn’t now what partaaaay in the first place is all about, is not a person with a right mind in the first place. hehe.. Love you girls! What’s even better in this trip was I got a side trip at Singapura and met my BFF Cesar! Love you Char! You’re the best! 

*My love-hate relationship with Boss has been roller-coaster. There was the gift giving analogy in personnel development plan. (When he asked me if I don’t feel that the org is setting great plans for me, I told him that there’s a big difference in making plans for someone and making plans then considering good employees to fit that plan. There’s a difference when a person has you in mind when buying the gift and when the person got a 10+5 deal in good items and you so happen to be in the top 15 people he has in mind to give the gifts to.) - I’m so maarte when I talk to my boss. hehe.. There was the walk-out cryola blues. There was the chocolate peace offering. And then there was  China and the Legend of Junathan’s disappointment. Para kaming magjowa mag-away! hahaha.. o well. Believe me, there are more. More like 2-month cool-off status. There were a lot of thing I was sorry but somehow I don’t regret having said or done things, the way I said them perhaps, or maybe I should have expounded more. Bottomline, I told him, I think I needed all these frustrations to connect the dots. I’m now more positive towards work.

~~~When I was just starting this post, I thought I’d write a lot but then I don’t know what to share next. I know if I reread this, I’ll figure how pathetic I am, having been gone from the blogosphere and all I talk about is Mafia Wars and Work. Yuck Emcee! Yuck!!