4P’s

June 16, 2009

In life, they say there are 4 important P’s for the things you value most: Passion, Practice, Persisitence, Prayer.

Why am I saying this? I guess not really to condition you dear reader but to condition myself. There are days when I feel oh-so tired and I ask myself, is this really my passion because if not, why exert all the practicing and persistence to give it my best shot? Lord must have been always confused with my prayers to begin with so I simply say, Kayo na po bahala.

It’s just half-way through June yet there have been countless instances when I just feel like crying my heart out. I know my friends and family are tired of my whining and for a change I should be winning.

Lord, enlighten me to figure out my Passion. Give me the will to Practice, the courage to Persist. AMEN!

project playlist

June 7, 2009

I’m so happy. Finally, I have put my energy to finally organize my iPod/iTunes. After almost a year of constantly putting this in my to-do list, I finally found the time to be super OC-OC in organizing the Titles, Artist Names, etc. in the right format, Deleting duplicates, Deleting those that I really don’t like to listen to. So from 2000+ songs, I now have only 1200+ but I’m a happier listener now. Ambabaw ko! I really like this weekend. I love rainy seasons na! : )

kwento lang

Oh well, here I am on my Lazy Web Surfing Mode. Doing this feels like history. Downloading Songs, Getting updated on Facebook and  Multiply, Blogging. Petiks mode for me is so yesterday. Now, although I still have a compulsion to check my Office Email Account from time to time, I have decided not to until tomorrow night.

Oh well, my days in the past 2 weeks are pretty tired and restless! 

Classes already started and I’m officially on Project Pagong in my studies. Back to my no rush policy. So I’m only  taking 2 subjects right now - Strat Mgt under Prof Ilan, my new prof crush and Intl Finance under my beloved Prof Yu. Haha.. Now my Tuesdays and Thursdays will be exciting. I decided to underload on the last minute. I was so into taking overload - I was so lucky to get enlisted in my ideal classes - but I am working on a new project at work. And although how much I say that I am on No OT Policy, I know I’m only fooling myself when I say that. Besides, the top deal-breaking factor why I chose to underload was really, wait for it, Sleep! Hahaha.. Pathetic? Oh well, put yourself in 4 hours of sleep a day, isn’t that more pathetic?

We just had the 1st cut of our Ops Planning. It’s going to be a pretty loaded year. Wish me luck!

Another good thing I’m seeing about my Project Pagong is that I get to be free on my Friday nights. Wootwoot! I wouldn’t trade those pamorningan and puyatan moments for anything else right now. Those are one of the few things that are keeping me sane.

I still have 5 Chapters to read for Intl Finance and wouldn’t it be better if I start reading while waiting for my downloads to be completed? Oh, well. I need my ME TIME. Crap! I miss leisure reading. I’ve been itching to buy iPhone or any phone with book reader. I so miss fun reading. Although I don’t enjoy ebooks as much as the real thing, I’d settle for that. Note to self: In my to do list next year, I need to read at least 40 books.

A Love Story?

June 6, 2009

Hmmm… Naabnoy si Little Miss Sunshine…

Hi,

There are so many things I want to tell you, if only I knew where to start. Do I really start at all? Fuck! You really make a romantic lovesick sucker out of me.

How can I have let myself love you all? I’ve always said: “if it’s not the real things, it’s just a waste of time”. Now I’m contemplating which of the two are you. 

I’m sure you know I’m not the committing type. Commitments are for the weak at heart who are security-freaks but that’s another story. But you know what, I hate to admit this but something in makes me want to lose myself. I’m a freak now because of you. Even the remotely romantic reminds me of you. Songs, movies, stories. How much more lovesick can I get?

Because of you, I would never be less happier to be proven wrong in this lifetime about how I view relationships. Shooot! I hate this as much as I love to stay in this feeling for the rest of my days. I’m starting to get scared of myself.

Love, Little Miss Sunshine

And so Thunderstorm replied:

Hi Little Miss Sunshine,

To be lead on is so humiliating that’s why I don’t want to be in the position of the one leading on. To be honest, I’m clueless on if I might have lead you on. Have I?

You really are a great person and we cannot deny that we are compatible in various ways. Truth be told but you are everything but a guy. Sorry Little Miss Sunshine but I’m gay.

Yours, Thunderstorm

And what did Little Miss Sunshine reply?

Thunderstorm. I’m sorry! Wrong send lang ako kanina. Peace! Talaga?! You’re gay? Tarush!

Moral of the story: Mag-usap na lang kasi ng harapan. Mahirap ma-wrong send. On a serious note:  There are things that are not meant to be together like Thunderstorms and Sunshines.\.