quality time

It’s a long weekend! I know I can’t really say that I badly need this break. I just had a long one a week ago but this one is different. Last weekend was about Lovely and shopping and getting away from the toxic lifestyle I had. This weekend is about facing and conquering the life I have, embracing it for all it’s abnormalities and learning to love it. And most of all in between juggling acads and work, I sooo want to keep with the people I missed so much lately.

Last Friday, I wasn’t able to go out with Cesar and Adan. Obviously I could not join them in Bicol because I have to catch up with a lot of readings and I haven’t gone home for a month. Even few hours before they left, I was kidding them that the butanding season is already over and we should have coffee instead. hehe.. Miss you Char and QB! Hope you had a great Bicolandia invasion.

I wasn’t able to meet the wakeboarders whom I haven’t seen for ages. Obviously, they also have plans.

Honestly, that last hour at the office I feel depressed because I am unsure of where to go to after. My former officemates at SMB planned to go out but that was for Saturday and I could not commit to that because of my family. I wished we had planned to do it Friday instead.

Thankfully when I got home, Maui was still half-awake (or I pushed her to be half-awake and then get-up just for some therapy kwentuhan?). Thanks dear for the time! Kelangan lagi tayong may chocolates for comfort alert! : )  We realized how much we missed Beng that Friday! BJ, I supeeeer miss you! Come home na!  

The rest of the weekend I’m just at Batangas having meaningful chikahan with Mommy and Lovely, cooking pasta for the boys, quality time with Angela (I look crazy giggling while watching her sing rap mp3’s) and although I am behind the schedule I set for my readings, I know that every minute with them is quality time well-spent.

I know that because of the the things I’m juggling I cannot expect to plan gimiks or go home as regularly as I wanted. Oh well, honestly, I’m not asking that my friends go out with me every free time I have. All I’m after are real conversations with people that matter. Chikahan lang at coffee. Walang alak! To my therapists, I miss you!

By the way, you won’t believe that there’s tequila and vodka sitting in our apartment and I really wonder when are we going to consume them. Alcohol di na kita namimiss, namimiss mo na ba ako?! : )