i’m bored

There is so much to do but I simply don’t know why I feel bored. Here are my theories:

Perhaps it’s because I only enrolled 2 subjects while my friends are enrolled in 3. I don’t have Management Control which is quite a tedious course they say. Perhaps my benchmark of a normal life is theirs. Honestly, I don’t feel like a ‘real’ working student. Yeah I have eyebags and there are few times when I hardly get a goodnight sleep but all in all I feel I have a relatively good schedule. I know I should be thankful but I feel that I’m missing the unbelievably busy life.

Perhaps there is a real difference between a good night sleep and a good afternoon sleep. Come to think of it, my third term sked is same as my 2nd term sked but I felt busier then.

Perhaps I have adjusted too soon in my workload which doubled because I used to share some work with Mikmik and they added a lot of deliverables. Quite surprisingly,  I feel that I am being underutilized and I hate waiting for things to do.

Perhaps this is really the set-up I want. Work-life balance. Enough time for career and acads, family and friends. But somehow I feel that I am being too complacent and I want something to jolt the feeling of complacency.

Handami kong nasabi! Bored nga!