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January 23, 2008

In OpMan class earlier, we were required pala to submit a reaction paper. I thought it was due on Friday but honestly I was not too sure. I didn’t even bother to ask my classmates. Worse, I wasn’t even sure whom I could have asked.  Well, that’s my worry this term, I feel so lonely. Well, it’s not that I don’t have friends but my closest friends are: Urven - on LOA, Anj & Francis- on different sked, Boyen & Ronald- on different sked but we’re classmates on 1 subject. I have other classmates whom I chit-chat with, have gone out-of-town with pa nga but right now I feel so out of place because it seems that they already have their own circles. I can be at ease around them but you can’t help it when they start to have private jokes. So there! I’m alone, lonely, OP and I am not so used to this feeling. I’ve never been in such a situation before. Grabe!

Because of this I’m-all-alone drama, part of me started to ask what really is my purpose in taking MBA. (I was humming Purpose of Avenue Q to myself in the middle of the class. Purpose. It keeps you going strong like a car with a full tank of gas. Purpose.) MBA seemed to give me extraordinary emotions and thrills, ups and downs, that I don’t get anywhere else but sometimes, I can’t help wonder, is it really worth it. With this, am I on the right track to my life’s purpose?

I’m so swamped with work and I hardly have time to read my books (academic and leisure… hehe) but I felt that I have to right this. I miss my MBA buddies!     : ( I wouldn’t have felt this if they were with me.

Posted by emceerious at 1:29 am | permalink

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hi emcee,

Don’t you worry. I also feel the same in some situations, I’m really shy and aloof. But I tried to befriend everyone. Hindi naman kailangang maclose mo lahat ng tao, diba? Hehehe Yong at least nakakausap mo while waiting for the teacher or makiusapan mo na pa-email naman ng copy ng presentation …

About your purpose? Isipin mo n lng na investment yan…for something grand in the future. =)

*wink*

Posted by karina at January 23, 2008, 5:48 pm

I believe in what you have mentioned on your post. Purpose is the driving force that keeps us going. Kaya keep the purpose alive. For sure you will become successful in life. Work hard my friend!

Posted by Pragments at January 26, 2008, 3:15 pm

ikaw na-op? oo nga, unusual yun.

purpose? just think of the new blessing for you. sobrang nagtataka ka on your life track, then yun pala may purpose si God :)

Posted by tin-tin at January 27, 2008, 9:32 am

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