re-SOUL-ution

“I think I’m having another pre-birthday syndrome,” I told my roomie Maui. Not again! I’m in a point in my life where I feel contented yet at the end of the day I hear the “but” coming. My life is in acceptable harmony based on the standards of my friends, hehe, but I felt that there’s more I can do with it. So we made a decision of pursuing our passions for once. We had an agreement to list down 10 then pursue it this coming year. We could start pursuing it now but I am financially constrained because of the coming 50th birthday of my mom. And so my re-SOUL-utions are here:

1. to travel somewhere alone. “No man should go through life without once experiencing healthy, even bored solitude in the wilderness, finding himself, depending solely on himself and thereby learning his true and hidden strengths.” I have long thought of this but have no guts to push through. But recently, I read Sputnik Sweethearts and thought it as a sign. So maybe, just maybe, sometime soon, I’ll board a bus alone but not lonely.

2. to attend a retreat! - Alone if possible. I’m not even particular with the sponsons. It may even be organized by a group or religion I don’t belong. 

3. to pursue more on tarot cards reading.

4. to paint more

5, to save for a digital SLR. Pursuing photography though may be postponed til 2008.

That’s the list for now!  Wish me luck!